Crossroads

wow. My brother called me yesterday and told me that he is now engaged. He proposed to his now fiance...wow. I was surprised and am happy for him. He's almost 5 yrs younger than me and 3 yrs younger than my 1st younger brother and is the first in the family to take such a huge step in life. wow. I think it was kinda unexpected although he's obviously been thinking about it and planning it. I can't totally believe it, but it's true. There's no date set yet.

What a crossroad in life to come by. It really makes me think about my life, where I'm at, what I'm doing, what I'm planning and what's in store for myself; with my personal and professional life. A few friends, and family, have been asking what I'm going to do too???...am I going home or am I staying here??? I've been here for almost a year now, and I have to think about the next steps to take and where I want to be/go with my current job/position and what's next to pursue/expand. I have no idea what's going to happen. I'm just doing what I gotta do, and then leaving the rest to God and I guess I'll figure out what's going on as it works out.